Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Love;;

I don't understand it. I can't explain it. This feeling deep within me. This fire burning so bright inside. Screaming to be set free. It is not just another feeling. Not just another phase. It is more than that. So much more than just a feeling. It is LOVE. Yes, it has to be. To say that I have fallen in love with you since forever, well, it isn't true. But I really did fell in love with you. Everything about you is so breathtaking. From the very moment you said that you loved me too, I couldn't help myself but shout for joy. You made my heart sing. Through the whole period, I was myself. Not afraid to be me. I don't need to put on a mask. I can be silly, I can me naughty. I feel so comfortable when i'm near you. You make me feel so beautiful. You make me feel so special. You make me feel Real. I was so happy being with you. You give me compliments which were like ice-cream on a sunny day. My heart is always lifted up, and my smile is always wide and it's all because of you. And then the time came for us to say goodbye.The end of something we haven't even started. It hurts. So bad and so deep. Everything just fades away. All the happiness and comfort flowed out through my glassy eyes. I was broken. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know where to go and how to live. I felt paralyzed. My heart is fragile, nothing seemed to matter to me anymore for my heart is shattered into tiny tiny pieces of glass. I am left with nothing but memories. But I had to let you go. I have to set you free. For you have found happiness out there and I shall not be the one to stop you from reaching it. It is simply because I LOVE YOU. I though I've moved on. I know I still think about you, about us every night. Yet I thought I moved on. But when I saw you again yesterday, oh how much i missed you. How much I long for you to tell me that you still love me. How I long for your touch. But I was only fantasizing. Just another moment of daydreaming. And I know reality. At least I am able to lay my eyes on such angelic vision. Such a wonderful sight. I laid my eyes on you! I LOVE YOU. I really do. I love love LOVE you so much. And I promise myself that I will wait for you. Hoping that you will realize how much I love you and come back to me. I wish that you're happy the way you are. I want you to know that I forgive you even though the pain is still here. I choose to live the pain. To know that I still love you. I pray for your safety and happiness. And know that I will always be by your side. I will always support you and I will always protect you. I'll catch you when you fall for I will NEVER want you to be hurt. Lastly, I hope you know that somebody loves you cause it's true. Believe it because I LOVED YOU THEN;;I LOVE YOU NOW;;I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!! And with this tiny hope living in me, I will WAIT for you my love.
Love is patient, Love is kind.
Love does not envy, Love does not boast.
Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking.
Love is not easily angered, Love keeps no record of wrong.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects, Love always trust.
Love always hope, Love always perseveres.
LOVE NEVER FAILS.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey..
nice statement u made there..
touching to..
does he knows that u love him?